What do you think of People who are Embarassed about their Past as in like for REALS embarassed When they were?

Treated really good and RESPECTED by the Essays like I had a friend who use to hang out with Gangbanger essays and she was saying that looking back now how she can't believe she was hanging out with them etc. how her and Angie were so embarassed and I'm like really I wouldn't have had if I was treated the way you were! I myself is more ASHAMED something you can't look back and laugh at like I was treated like a prostitute For REALS and was made fun of in A REAL way like horrible you know and I have boys worst than hers and I would NEVER EVER feel Embarassed by them! like I am not embarassed by the Essays of how they were but how I was treated and how I behaved I was so embarassed of my Kuya Jojo who died for REALs when I was 12 and got his foot cut off without medicine because I was on DRUGS anyways ya I don't feel embarassed by the ESSAYS not the way my old friend was I'm just like ughhhhhhhhhhh you can't bring my brother back why couldn't you atleast acted then you know but ya I'm just kind of annoyed that she would be embarassed of her Boys when they were taking care of her treating her like a decent human being while I was treated like a Prostitute and very mean like mean mean!