What is the reason to live if you're HIV+?

Watch a documentary by Steven Fry called HIV and me, excellent information on how this does not have to be the end. There is a nineteen year old who has been positive since birth and is in a relationship. People who turn their backs on you are unworthy of your regret. The feelings you are having are to be expected but don't let them overwhelm you. Remind people diseases don't discriminate who "deserves" it. People do. Hang in there. It can be different.